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i’ve always mentioned to others how grateful i am to not be in a position where i’ve lost a loved one or even knew anyone that passed away. shockingly, i just found out someone had commited suicide last night that i’ve met when i was living in austin. i had to go back on her facebook just to realize that it was really true. we were never the bestest… or even close friends to begin with… but i do have memories of her and how much of a darling she was. & to think such a sweet person had to go away like that… i’m just so confused and shocked. it just puts me in this funk right now. i pray to god that he is with me, every step of the way, if someone close to me ever passes… because just feeling this slight sadness right now… i’m so scared that i’m just going to fall apart if it was someone i knew and love. i pray that i will continue to feel grateful for life and hope that nothing will convince me to be in a dark place where i feel there’s no way out.
….. i don’t know but i’m just in this really weird funk right now. sigh.
anyways, important thing is that i know you’re in a much happier place … but know that you’ll be missed&remembered by many.
Jessica Her
RIP <3
i can’t wait for june and july to come around! vegas trip has been book for the first wk of june… and knowing how busy i’m about to get for may… i’m sure it’ll be much needed. i’ve been trying to prep my body for the pool parties so hopefully it shows by then. i still need to get bathing suits and DRESSES … once i find time and money. my graduation is also in mid june. its nothing to big and fancy BUT its still my graduation. i’ll probably ask a few to come out if they have time. july is super big because dannee and i finalized the papers today for our new apartment near downtown ft worth. its fairly new and has a gorgeous pool in the middle of the courtyard. i’m super excited to see how we’ll do living on our own… with each other.
so as you can see… big things are coming and i wish i can already fast forward to them… but i’ll anticipate the wait and just enjoy may.
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this week!!!
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